I am going to start with the fact that yesterday, my 5th
grade class of 2008 had a reunion at our elementary school. I saw my best friends
(and maybe not so great friends) that I had grown up with, people that I had
not seen in seven years: was it really that long ago? Elementary school was a
time to struggle to learn how to read a clock and struggle to learn long
division. It was a time to have so many tamagotchis that the class had to put
them in a box before going into the classroom (3rd grade version of
cell phones?). It was a time to talk to friends about was what we should play
during recess or which Webkinz we had. And yesterday, we talked about college.
Flash forward to middle school. A whole new world. Let me
just tell you that I went to a private elementary school, and then I went
straight into Carnage Middle School, quite a change. I knew only one person
going to that middle school, and honestly I was scared. But, I managed to meet
new people and make friends. Middle school was still a strange and awkward
phase of my (and probably everyone else’s) life. Middle school was a time when
the core classes were still simply called science, math, social studies, and
language arts (none of this IB Biology, AP Statistics, IB Twentieth Century
World Topics, and IB Language and Literature nonsense). It was a time to take
really weird electives like “Math Art” (for one project we sewed geometric
shapes onto pillows), and go on weird field trips to the landfill. It was a
time to read every single Series of Unfortunate Events books (yes, all 13) only
to be extremely disappointed by the ending, but then discover the Harry Potter
books and become happy again. It was a time to go to socially awkward dances.
It was a time to figure out how to not be a child anymore.
Flash forward, again. High school. Maybe it was not quite as
big of a change as it was from elementary to middle, but still very different.
For one thing, the school was huge (3 buildings, pods, trailers!) How would I ever
find my way around!? I can still tell you the first class I ever went to and
what I did in it: Art 1, we made folders for ourselves. I can also still tell
you what my second period class was, because it was English with Mrs. Genesky J (fun fact: I sit in
the same exact spot this year that I did in 9th grade). Okay so freshman
year. It was a time for learning this new place. It was a time to take new and
different classes. It was a time (for me) to constantly hurt myself in sports
and walk on crutches for the majority of the year. It was a time to grow.
Sophomore year: honestly, I feel like I can sum up that year
with one word, APES. It was the first AP class I ever took, and it was hard.
Sophomore year was a time to really start working. With Chemistry, Algebra 2,
and APES, life was great (not really). And yet, sophomore year was also a time
to make a big decision about the next two years of my life. My parents took me
to a meeting about some “really rigorous program” that I should do. For some
reason I thought that sounded great, so I signed up without exactly knowing
what I was getting myself into.
Junior Year: I would probably say that the transition to
junior year was harder than the one to 9th grade. I did not know very
many people doing the IB program, and it was so different than what I was used
to. Junior year was a time to figure it out. It was a time to be handed extremely
vague rubrics and be expected to figure them out. It was a time to write IAs
and Written Assessments all while being really confused about what they were
for. It was a time seminars every day, jokes of the week, constantly going
outside during class (4th period Bio), and most importantly, it was
a time to become family with everyone going through this too.
Senior Year: I really feel like senior year just started. It
seems like I was just in the auditorium waiting for like 10 hours to take my
senior picture. Senior year was a time to keep working (while constantly
hearing “It’s your senior year! It shouldn't be hard!). It was a time to
rewrite IAs and Written Assessments because we didn't know what we were doing
the first time. It was a time to have some of the best teachers I’ve had in
high school. It was a time to be criticized by others about having an inflated
GPA but knowing we worked for it. It was a time to take that very time consuming
extra class called applying for college. It was a time for final sports seasons
and senior nights. It was a time for running to class like freshmen to keep our
senior exemptions. It was a time to be with the group of friends that I became
close with over two years. But it was also a time to realize that the end is
coming.
I know I complain about high school and that I say I’m ready
for college, but honestly, when we are all standing there at graduation in our
caps and gowns, I know I will be sad. I have made great friendships and learned
more than I’m willing to admit, so I will be sad, but I can still say that I am
excited to move on to the next phase of my life.

Olivia-
ReplyDeleteBest of luck next year- if you're anything like me (and I can say this because you look like me in high school), you'll rock it out. It will be weird and awkward and transitional a lot of the time, but it will also be really fun and you'll learn A TON.